|Unemployed Boredom - friday 2002-09-13 2153||last modified 2006-01-28 1954|
|Categories: Nerdy, Daily Grind|
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Yeah, I'm definitely bored. I was observing to Ed today how I don't feel like doing anything, but if I had a job, I'd be all over doing those things I've been wanting but waiting to do because of my thesis (including but not limited to: kung fu lessons, learning cello, bass, electric guitar, refreshing piano, doing more cooking and baking, buying a GameCube). Partly it would be because those things all cost money, in the hundreds of dollars. Partly it's because it would be a lot more fun to do any of those with someone else. Mostly it's because I'm just plain unmotivated, which anybody who reads this with any degree of regularity might notice - I only write once or twice a week instead of the daily notes I had before.
I think once my mind gets stagnant from lack of required work, it gets lazy and won't do any unrequired work and will avoid fun without company to indulge in it with. It's kind of sad. I could probably get a lot of work on ryanlee.org done in this downtime (subliminal message: you want to hire me, I can do good things), but I've only recently begun to actually look at ryanlee.org.
Blah blah, just repeating my last entries basically. This must be boring for you. Ha, my boredom rubs off on others. I guess I'll pick something that needs doing on ryanlee.org and do it. Hm, eenie meenie... I'll finish Newswire. Tomorrow afternoon. If I finish that, I'll start the uninstalling process for remaining useless modules. But I think I'll sleep now.