Ryan's Journal

Sometimes things jump right out of my control.  Which is good, since if I try to keep them under my control - if it's other than self-control - then I'm doing something wrong.  It really feels like I'm moving away from God for no good reason, and that's a terrible sensation.  It happens this way frequently - things start slipping and I grow apathetic.  I'd rather not let it go this way from now on.  That's definitely one thing under my control that I certainly can't afford to allow to go the wrong way.

Not a normal day at all, but I'm growing more exhausted by the day...  I'll need a nap tomorrow.

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